decided to come n update this space since it's has been quite awhile i guess ard 2mths plus alrd since my last post n also since i'm still awake right now.. so nth much has happened over the past few mths.. celebrated my 21st at coasta sands pasir ris few mths back.. went back to work at o&o replacing p for her maternity leave.. it actually took me quite some time to decide to go back n help her for a few mths.. n nw thinking back i'm glad i accepted in the end, cuz the 2 bosses d & m r really really nice ppl n so r her team mates.. still rmb the first mth tat i went back to work n i made a mistake which i think was a v grave mistake n really vv sotong of me, n i was so afraid n i thought tat i'd sure get scolded by m, n i was actually prepared for it when i went up to look for her to tell her abt the mistake tat i made.. but well, i wasnt scolded or anything infact she told me nvm it's ok which made me kinda shock abt tat.. n well we celebrated her bdae last mth which was kinda like a surprise for her n we really succeeded in surprising her, which i think she felt v happy abt it cuz i guess it's the v first time tat the team celebrated her bdae for her.. n i got a card for her which i'm happy tat she really appreciated it n use it as a decoration in her office.. everytime i pass by her room n look in, i'd see my card sitting by the window which makes me happy tat she appreciate it.. but well overall work is really really slack n at times i wonder am i able to survive till she returns? hw did she manage to survive being so free? it's so boring to have nth to do n find things to do which is scanning n i realised i have kinda finished almost all of the old closed files.. n at times it makes me feels like they can actually dun hire a pa, n tat i'm hired to do scanning with a higher pay.. which feels kinda =S but well, at times it makes me feel so useless that i'm unable to be of any help to them.. especially when i see all of them r so busy but i couldnt do anything to help.. it just makes me feel so bad.. but overall working in this team is nice, n i seriously wouldnt mind stayin if i could.. i felt so attached to the team n i guess when the time comes for me to bid goodbye i'd feel v sad... on a side note, sometimes havin nth to do makes my thoughts wonder around n then emoness will come n find me... sighz.. till then, i hope things will turn out gd... i seriously dunno wad's gonna be my nxt step..
memories left behind..
Monday, August 30, 2010 1:23 AM
i guess all the seeing/hearing of the name for almost the entire week frm mon to fri is actually linked? somewhat like a hint? like wad judi n nessa always say tat it's gt meaning de?
haha, i'm quite shocked but happy too tat i finally have gt the courage to talk to u in fb.. it has been so long alrd ard a yr.. so long tat i have been wanting to talk to u but lacked of tat courage to do so.. n ytd nite i finally have tat courage to do so.. n i dont have any regrets abt it.. =)
i was so scared tat i will missed the chance again, when my fb page was kinda lagging tat the chat window didnt pop out when i clicked on it.. but luckily opening another fb page helps.. else i wont noe when will i have tat chance n courage again.. i felt so nervous n so on when i talkin to u.. n i'm truly happy that i finally have tat courage, cuz the conversation juz turns out pretty good.. way better than wad i had expected.. i seriously didnt expected the conversation will last this long, but i'm truly glad tat it did.. n i realised u nv fail to leave me with a gd impression of u? since the v first time which was a yr plus ago when i get to "know" u, i have seen the caring side of u.. =X n well the conversation last nite, i guess it showed the caring side of u too? =)
i dunno if there will b nxt time nt, but well i'm alrd happy alrd, no matter wad it is at least i wont have any regrets cuz i noe tat at least i tried..=D slpin at almost 430am was truly worthed it, though i woke up with my eyes kinda swollen n feelin slpy in church.. =X i guessed u were tired too, n had wanted to end the convo but didnt? =X
memories left behind..
Friday, August 20, 2010 2:19 AM
realised tat this blog has been on a long hiatus, therefore decided to revive it a bit.. hmmm last post was in the start of may.. oh well lots of things happened frm then till nw? ended being a kindergarten teacher in end may.. last day of being a teacher, was spent meetin the kiddos parents as it's their ptm.. do feel a bit 舍不得 though.. but well, i really enjoyed the time spent there with the kids, but due to the salary wise n ppl surrounding me telling me it's nt worthed i decided to give up on it n try smth else, though i tink i kinda have the passion to teach though on the other hand i'm nt v sure abt it too.. yea undecisive u can say.. so have been having a "holiday" frm june onwards till nw.. =X tried lookin for eng jobs but no news, anyway decided to go back to the days of being a temp pa again.. decided to help pearly when she go on her maternity leave which will b soon.. other than tat i guess nth much abt my life though.. anyway this mth has been kinda fun though with alot of unexpected stuffs.. =) on a side note, all of sudden i felt like studying.. have thought abt my future, further studying etc.. thought of wad i wanna study, though i dunno if i shld follow my recent thoughts or juz carry on with wad i had always wanted to be which was a teacher, but well i guess i shall juz 走一步看一步 first barhx.. n all of a sudden i realised my circle of close frens is v small...=( only realised it when i list down the people in a list.. anyway, hope it will turn out fun n hope u will attend too.. =)
haven been blogging ever since i started work, it was quite fun lookin at those adorable faces, though at times i really bth them, they can make u feel so grrr.. =X anyway it's quite ok working there, but well due to certain circumstances i'll b leaving there soon.. =X work aside, life been quite ok, meetin up with frens recently.. tink few weeks ago juz met hamtaro n the 2 guys for dinner, went to dine on a ship at marina bay.. den met up with judi n nessa for shopping 2 weeks ago, n last week met up with shelle n her son tgt with nessa n judi.. her son is so cute yea.. n last sun, yes i went to rws to catch sa show 2 live.. shouted like nobody's business n blowing whistle at random ppl.. =X was fun, but towards the end of her speech there's a chance in the mood yea, totally feeling down n emo.. went to vivo n only reached hm at 12.30am.. anyway thx for everything tat nite.. (ps: the trophy was really heavy, i was so afraid tat i might drop it)
过了一个星期，是时候接受她将要离开的事实了。 虽然希望结果并不是这样，但是现在已经确定了，我也该面对现实了， 不要在自我催眠说也许结果会有一些转变。 在现在这个社会里，毕竟拥有一张大学文凭还是比较好的，也会感觉比较踏实吧？（我自己会这么说，但是我却没那么做。=X) 虽然成经有想过有一天，她毕竟会离开去深造，但是并没料到会那么快。 难过是当然会有的，也会觉得有些舍不得，但想想看这毕竟是对她好的一件事。 i guess all in all, we shld feel happy for her tat she's goin to do wad she had always wanted to do.. wishing u all the best yea.. =)
memories left behind..
Monday, March 22, 2010 12:20 AM
all of a sudden.. i'm so nt lookin forward to later.. it's gonna b something new for me.. something in which i had nv try before something which i had always longed to give a try at... i'm wondering if i can do a gd job at it.. whether will i b able to handle all the little monsters.. lolx... hopefully it wont b tat bad yea... i hope so... n i shld really go get some slp nw else i will b yawning at those little monsters tml.. n i dun wish to give any bad impression to anyone on the v first day.. =X till then, i shall blog again n update u ppl hw it went..
haha suddenly i pondered n decided tat, i shall take the initiative n talk to u, if i see u online.. i have no idea whether i will really do it, or is it juz talk n no action yea.. hopefully will see u online soon, so tat i will still rmb me having decided n do it.. =)
memories left behind..
Thursday, March 04, 2010 1:36 AM
it's the start of a new mth already... n it means tat cny has ended too... my cny was kinda ok.. busy baking cookies before cny arrives, have reunion dinner on cny eve with cousins, uncles & aunties.. n afterwhich went to watch the cny show live after e dinner.. was quite fun yea.. overall cny has been quite ok, usual routine of visitings on the 1st & 2nd day, went for church in the afternoon first before heading all the way to the east for visiting, as usual first stop will always b mum's uncle's hse.. met cousins there too since the adults has kinda set the time to visit the day b4.. den went to the nxt hse for visiting as usual all of us will always target my mum's aunt's keropok.. n i guess every yr we'll finish off all their keropoks.. but well it's nice.. =) 2nd day all of them came over to my hse in the afternoon as usual.. haha n then this yr my hse seems to b like a cinema, played my gf is an agent since cousins voted for tat show, n well everyone juz seems to be v engrossed in the show while snacking on the cny goodies, haha u can see all eyes glued to the screen.. den hmm rest of the cny days cnt rmb wad happened, only rmb ren ri church youths came over to my hse, sang played games before we left for samuel's hse n then home sweet home n had steamboat.. hehe.. other days rmb heading over to judi's hse one monday for steamboat dinner and both her n nessa came over to my hse on a wed for visiting before we head for kbox.. and also another day over at ck's hse for visiting, played game of life.. haha, n then recently the fri before the last day of cny went to both pz n hy's hse.. overall my cny was kinda ok, juz felt tat this yr's cny seems to b much more boring..but the start of it was gd.. =D
ok n then so those days without visiting was spent either out with frens, or simply staying at hm... i wanna find a job asap.. haha, so i wont b so bored yea.. n there'll b income too.. anyway last sat was great.. =DD i enjoyed myself... haha.. n i was even amused tat day!! LOL super hilarious n disgusting at the same time too.. nv see anyone as gay as tat person lah.. bth..
anyway for this week, i went to bake cornflakes cookies to eat again on mon.. haha, i'm addicted to it alrd, it's so addictive!! den ytd, finally i wasnt hm the whole day infact it's the reverse.. LOL!! tiring but fun yea..n a random note, he's so nice lah n looks gd in the red shirt!! LOL..
n i guess that's all for nw... actually gt photos but well lazy to upload for nw will upload perhaps tml n the day after.. till then take care my frens.. =)
ps: i missed those times back then, those memories.. looking through all those photos, just makes me reminisce abt those times.. i wonder will those time b back again? 每次看到你online,都好想去跟你说话，可是我就是没有那个勇气，并且也不知道该说些什么，就只能在那盯着你的名字。。 哈哈， 时间过得好快，转眼间一年已经过去了，还记得去年的今天我才刚去刁蛮岛。。。。。。
memories left behind..
Friday, February 12, 2010 10:25 AM
suddenly felt like blogging.. haha.. anyway went back with nessa n judi to np last thurs.. went to have our lunch at makan place, haha kaki fuyong!! =) n then we started our shopping trip at bugis, bought clothes there.. hehe, n we went to chinatown to shop.. overall it was a fun day out with the gals.. =) juz realised i hasn't been blogging with pics.. =X
oh ya n last wed upon keeping n look through my stuffs, found this card tat i received 5 yrs ago.. it juz brings back lots of memories.. n it's been quite a long time since i last meet up with the person who gave me this.. perhaps i shall meet up with her soon yea, the person who has helped me alot.. =)
ok, n so cnt rmb wad happened on fri though.. i guess i was busy clearing stuffs? stm.. =X but anyway, i rmbed doing lots of clearing n baking this week.. mon was spent clearing my wardrobe.. n as for tues, the pile of my stuffs tat was on the floor, nw my room is so clean n tidy tat i dun tink it's my room.. hahaha.. anyway after the clearing on tues, actually din wanna bake since i see it's almost 3 alrd but mum say can so i juz baked a round of chocolate chip cookies.. =) didnt try it though since i was having itchy n painful throat... n i rmb me having flu at nite tat i decided to go downstairs n buy the panadol for flu.. wed, was spent baking the whole day.. or rather almost the whole day.. since i only started ard 1plus n finished ard 7plus... baked another round of chocolate chip cookies, let mum try to bake kueh bahlu with the recipe she saw in the library book she borrowed, n after tat i tried to bake cornflakes cookie.. =) n tat was my v first attempt in baking cornflake cookies, totally dunno hw am i goin to fold in all the flour n cornflakes after i poured everything in, cuz it's seems so full.. so i juz try to anyhow mix all up like playin game like tat.. lolx, n the end product wasnt tat bad.. mum says it taste ok, dad say it's nicer than chocolate chip cookies, sis also say nt bad, her bf cnt stop munching on it.. n haha most imptly i tink it's really nice!!! hehe.. n so, since my uncle bought us some bak gua, mum asked me to bake a bottle of the cornflakes cookies for my uncle.. n so the baking started again ytd afternoon ard 12plus.. after finish baking, faster chiong to prepare n rushed out of the hse.. lolx.. n at nite, i was totally siao-ing away.. haha, bet they nv see me so siao before? lolx..
n as for tdy, gonna go out soon.. to do.... Manicure!! hehee... n then shall come back hm n see if there's anything tat needs my help to clear or etc...
on a side note, though tml's cny eve alrd... but somehow i dun feel the mood even nw.. =.= perhaps, it's really tat when u gets older u juz dun get the mood of it... n haha it's juz so contradicting tat i'm so lookin forward to cny, but on the other hand, i feel tat it's so boring on the first day.. 2 hse n i'm hm.. n to add on, there's nth to do there, other than munching on the stuffs, watching the tv, n listening to the adults talking.. the same yearly routine hur.. lolx..
on a random note, i'm missing grandma.. to tink i can recalled abt yrs back tat she came to my hse with her cousin my great aunt, on 2nd day of cny, when i'm slpin last nite.. i guess it muz b me missing her tat's y..
